Feeling ???

Today has been an odd day... if I could describe it would be me personally.. the past few days have been feeling odd... lonely, out of touch, & pissy... Don't really know why just really not feeling like I have friends... you know ones that you can hang out with, shop with or just call and talk to ... I know that since leaving Kids Count I lost alot of friends/aquaintences and even though I ended up losing them as friends I do miss them.. Or the comardery of a work place... of course there are negatives to that also.. I am really struggling with this and dont know the solution... I am not a person that needs to hang out with friends all the time but I guess it has been so long since I really have had it that I am really missing it... I love spending time with Duane and we are spending more time together and doing things together that we never have done and that is cool but I guess I miss the girl thing. Anyway I am sure I will get past this pissy/lonely mood but till then anyone I am around sorry if my pissiness comes off.. nothing personal just me...