Realization

Today I went to training for Weight Watchers and I have to say it is NOT what I want and looking for.. it is more about selling and getting the people in and out... lots of paper work I mean LOTS! I just can't do something that I wont like.. sooo... with that I am back to square one.. I do have 2 things that seem promising so I am excited about that. I have two appointments tomorrow so with that I will think positive. Duane is being so supportive during this process so that is so helpful to me so I dont stress or over stress. So I am going to take it one day at a time and see where I go... that is all that can be done. I have to remind myself that there are alot of unemployed people out there and ones that have been out of a job for a long time. Like everything that I do I have to remind myself to slow down, easy does it... as I have said alot I have no patience and it is something that I have to work on daily in all aspects of my life... as I have said before.. "Patient my ass, I want it now!!" as Dr Phil would ask me if I was sitting on his show.. " So how is that working for you?" So far it doesnt work but it keeps me on my toes.. so I am signing off and going to work on my patience....