I have pondered over the past few weeks if doing the Steps has helped me any...I know that it has truly helped me in my faith and trusting in God has gotten stronger.. but other areas I wondered.. for me I want instant results... with working the Steps you don't see the results right away.. but today I really saw how the Steps are working... I had a chance to sit down and really have a honest conversation with Rachel and tell her alot of what I have learned and gained. I also, got to share some of my challenges working and it was good.. I realize that sometimes I hold things in, judge and criticize things that I shouldnt. I have learned that when I wake up in the morning I have to choose which "window" I am going to look out. This means looking out the window that is negative, a window that has positive , or a window that has a whole different view. I have learned that choosing the window that God is showing me to look thru is the best one. I know that some days I may take a peek out that negative window but I am working at pulling the shade down and not even seeing past it.. I have to learn to find positives in everything and have positive thoughts.. I want to be the best that I can be and by being positive and non judgemental I believe that it will keep me in a better state of mind... so if you see me or hear me being any of these things just remind me of that "window" and tell me to close it...
I want to thank Rachel for being such a great and understanding friend and Nicole for helping get to where I am... I believe that God has brought me these two great friends and I truly and blessed... I want to say Heather thanks for your support and your great smile each morning it means alot to me... I am truly blessed..
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You are so welcome... and FYI... seeing you every morning means more to me then you will ever know. I know that you truly love Sami like she was your own child and knowing that allows me to go to work everyday worry free. You are amazing with her and I appreciate all that you do for our family and especially for me.
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