Ok i really really want to know each week what my weight loss is.... I can not get it out of my head.. it is like a reward for me for my hard work during the week... I see psychiatrist on Friday so maybe she will be able to help me with this.. my therapist recommended I see her because of my compulsive behaviors.. hmmm.... good timing... I do not have the urge to weigh at home but it really is tough for me to not know each Saturday... I know I should be pleased with how I am doing and how I am feeling and NOT be concerned with the "Number " but damn it is hard... I will have to work thru it if I am advised NOT to see the numbers weekly..
I am under some stress because Duane will more than likely have to have neck surgery in the next month... it is going to be tough on him and he will be down for at Least 12 weeks... but I know we will get thru it... I know the surgeon will make the right decision... we will know this Friday.... say a prayer...
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