Feeling Better

I met with Nicole today and I feel much better after going over Step 11 it really helped... after Nicole and I talked over about my panic attack she asked me do you know what step you need to work on? What part of Step 3 ? It is Pride.. She also said that fear is opposite of faith and I need to have more faith in God and trust in his plan... She made me feel better about myself and how I was feeling about my choices on vacation... She also told me I need to let go and quit trying to control things because we ARE NOT in control... God is .... he is control of everything... so I am going to try and work and listening. I have a lot of work to do but I new in this journey and I have to keep learning... I am going to concentrate on my inner voice . I will work on the "Serenity Prayer" .