I WAS DOWN !!!!!

I went to my WW meeting today and going in I was ok.. I called one of the women behind the counter who had weighed me in last week and told her about not knowing how much I had lost she said fine.. So I went and weighed in and I was down... I have to say it really isnt as exciting as when you hear the number but I was glad I was down... do I sound convincing???? So then I go to sit down and then went into the bathroom and I had a freaking conversation with myself (more like a arguement) I really really need to know that number... no you dont.. yes I do it is not fair.. blah blah... I then ended it with saying a quick prayer and thanking God for this day and asked him for strength.. It worked!!! I shared with the WHOLE group about weighing in not knowing my numbers and how anxious it made me feel.. but I did get alot of claps and saying good for you.. so I know in the long run this is the right way to go... but boy oh boy I didnt realize how obsessed I truly am with numbers when it comes to my weight.. so I am celebrating that I had a great week day by day... that is what counts...