Step 3

Today Nicole and I went thru step 3 it was a very thought provoking and discussion step.. each week Nicole and I are able to share our thoughts and experiences and give each other support and advice on different things.. we both are in agreement that totally accepting the OA committment may not be for us.. why because they ask that you abstain .. but their definition to that is 3 meals a day only... for both of us that just doesnt seem to be something that we both can fully commit to... I made a committment to her to follow the 12 Steps. the 2nd and most important .. is to put God first every day.. the 2nd is to stick to the guidelines of WW. to stay within my points alloted to me at the given time.. I believe as I continue this journey I will be able to add more committments.. but for now I am going to commit to those and to take it One Day at A Time..

I pondered if I should go check out a meeting but after today I think that I am going to continue what I am doing now.. who knows.. maybe I will start my own support group.. because I know that there are many out there just like me that struggle.. but I do believe if I really delve into WW and contine with my spirtual guidance with Nicole and OA's materials I will benefit in so many ways... so for now.. I am at ease with my decisions and my goals.. and most importantly with me and how I am traveling this journey... I am learning so much about myself and seeing how strong I am and with the help of God and his guidance I feel like I am finally "home" .. ahhh what a great place to be....