the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. That is how I feel today right now.. why you ask ?? I met with my friend and I started the 12 Step Program for Overeaters Anonymous.. (OA).. it was so uplifting to read the first step and see myself in so much of the words on the page. I am NOT ALONE.. it is not my fault.. I have a disease and that is I am a Addict to food... some may think yea right what ever but it has controlled me , my life, my soul for too long and I am not going to let it do it any more.. I know that this will be a hard journey but I also know that I can take it one day at a time.. yes I may fall but I know that I have God to help me get up and keep on going.. I know that I have support of my friends and family and they will be there for me but I know that God is my support my life line and I am reaching out to him and asking him to guide me.. for that I am so blessed.
I am feeling positive that I am on the right track.. small baby steps.. literally.. i walked with Nicole today and God help me I am so out of shape.. but you know what I made it.. and the next time it WILL be easier. I meet with my therapist tomorrow and I really hope that I have a good session. I need to help find the demon that has possesses my soul .. I have to be patient and work thru these days but I feel confident that I will find it and if I dont then God has other plans and I will need to be "still" and listen for his words.. hmmm patience not my best virtue but I am learning.. To all that are helping me thru this journey I cant thank you enough and I do believe that God brought me to you and he does have a plan.. I can't wait to see what he has in store for me.. Till next time...
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